Best Dressed

Best Dressed

On fashioning selfhood in chronic illness

If you’ve been following along, you might remember that in my first Substack I wrote about the maelstrom - no, the full-blown clusterfuq - that has been 2024 and 2025. My aim for the year was disarmingly simple: to survive. And if I could do that, I wanted to see one of my essays find its way into Griffith Review which it did. My essay, ‘Standard Issue: Notes on a Hospital Gown’, is in issue 190.

The theme, Best Dressed, immediately conjured the pale geometry of hospital gowns and the quiet wreckage of illness - the residue of living in a sick body, the garments I turned to once I stopped disguising the fretwork of scars across my chest and throat, then back to the gown that had always confined me, draped in both remembrance and restraint.

As fabulous trouser-suit champion editor Carody Culver writes in her introduction: ‘This edition of Griffith Review is about much more than what we wear – just as what we wear is about much more than stitching and cloth, or about those seemingly mundane factors – weather, laundry, mood – that shape our daily outfit choices.’

Special thanks to super-editors Amber Gwynne and Darby Jones. It’s the editors who truly make writing magical.

Here’s the link for the 90th edition of Griffith Review. In the meantime, enjoy this carelessly curated visual feast of gowns, drapery and other medical paraphernalia.

Alan - one of my favourite nurses in ICU 1998 for obvious reasons.
I’m somewhere under the sterile drapery.
In ICU post-transplant, 1998.
My sister will see you now …
The radiologist got a PICC line in, which was huge because the other option was a CV line in my jugular and well … fuck that. I proceeded to bleed all over the floor as I was walking out of the hospital so I had to go back to have a Vitamin K shot so I would congeal/clot.
In Emergency waiting to be admitted.
In ICU post-transplant with Mum and Sharon 💜 They’re smiling at my rosy colour because they were used to me looking cyanotic (blue).
In ICU 2024 after getting the spicy cough.
My sister is an absolute queen. This was during the Cunt Cancer Coma of 2007.
Room service? Fuck to the yes!
I like being self-sufficient.

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